Really down today.....

You know the old "good days, bad days" thing. Well lately it seems the bad days are getting more frequent. The headache I had yesterday that did better with the magnesium drink, came back with avengence. Nothing I did helped. Salt flushes, vit C, Epsom Salt bath, reiki even. Had it for than 12 hours. It wasn't a migraine at least, but it was enough to be annoying.

Feeling very depressed. It's been over two months. I am steady at 12 drops, don't seem to be able to go higher. I have days when I feel like I am so close to a break through and then everything seems to tumble in again. It's winter and I am sure that has something to do with it. I used to suffer from SAD down south and it hasn't been a problem since I moved up here, but this has been the coldest winter on record. I haven't gotten outside hardly at all.

I am still gaining weight. Another two pounds since yesterday. That's about 10-12 pounds since starting iodine. Do you have any idea how depressing that is? I believe that I am doing everything right. Everything I can reasonable do right now and I don't see anything getting any better.

I know I have moments of clarity and feeling positive, but they still don't outweigh the sad moments. Just want to see the sun. Just want to have some energy. So tired or being tired. Need to go take my morning dose :(