Re: I need your help,I'm losing faith

Hi Trysten,thanks for your interest,I thought for a long tom that I was being tought a lesson but I think I've learned it but I'm still feeling pain.The cause of my mental troubles is exessive drug use when I was younger,I don't currently take any medication but I have my first appointment with a phsychiatrist on wednesday and hopefully will get prescibed some anti-psychotic medication.I live quite healthly and eat 5 a day fruit and veg with meat,pasta and the usual stuff.I am unable to work at the moment because of the severity of my illness but did work when it wasn't so harsh.I can be quite cynical at times and hatefull but very rarely towards people I know,usually towards people on the tv.I've found myself getting annoyed and even spitefull towards my housmate,which is something I would never had associated myself with before.This dosn't incapsulate me I have alot of things going for me and alot to thankfull for,I am still a happy and positive person,,life is just qiute diffcult.......thanks..........very kind regards.........james Tweet