I need your help,I'm losing faith

I suffer from many mental illnesses such as panic attacks,hallucinations,anxiety etc..My youth has been ruined and it's getting worse,I can't even leave the house....I thought for a long time that I was being taught a lesson and that it was leading somewhere but now I'm not so sure.I totally believe in the power of intention,I just don't know how to make it work for me,.I tried a manifestation meditation but it seemed to make my troubles worse.I've never had any success with all the manifestation techniques I've tried.I do believe in the power of intention but I have my doubts.I need inpiration....any healing stories would be very welcome....any kind of comments.......thanks,..oooonions Tweet