i spent all my money on stuff to calm me down. i bought art supplies, country music, everything that relaxes me but i still suffer from anxiety, i never sit down when i am off work, i never relax except at work cause its a sit down job. i speed to work and back home and be busy all night and wake up every 2 hours to pee for the last 2 years, this is worst than being P. everytime i wake up i think about the doctors that lied to my face. i cant get over this pain cause i never wanted or needed birth control.