I am so sorry you have gone through so much as well. I am so grateful for this forum to know that I am not alone. Try going to the women to women web site and do their free profile, maybe you need a little more help for healing. The organic idea comes from the book they send and it is a really good read and makes a lot of sense. I am battling the flu right now but still feel mentally better than I did a few days ago, we fill our bodies with toxins everyday. a bunch of man-made hublah that sends our hormones for a loop, and add the mirena to it and it is an explosion, a man-made explosion. People are making lots of money off of us being sick. Now that makes me really sick!