Re: Exactly!!

Yes I want to be right here! Meaning here is the only place I can be. I went to a reiki workshop a few months ago to see about learning hands on as you had suggested years ago. My teacher was skilled in other energetic practices and as she scanned me (my eyes were closed) she said you are having a hard time being here aren't you?. I could feel with eyes wide shut the absolute compassion as if she was in my heart or had taken on a deep part of me. I began tearing in the eyes because I knew what she "meant" and it was true. She did some clearing which helped and allowed me to descend more and be present without such sensitivity. Recently the masssage lady hit on the same thing and noted I have tremendous awareness yet I bottle it up in my head and it gives me headaches and affects my eyes. I know that is trust issues. She also told me that i used intricate detail to set up the proper circumstances in life because I would settle for nothing less than full realization of self.

Oh it does make sense Love Affairs, Fun, Pleasure, Children, Joy, Self-Expression - for the past 2 years....INdeed I have not had so much Love, Affairs, fun pleasure etc...they all unfold from each other dynamically and in a myriad fashion. The big thinng is that Yes I learn to enjoy and savor and enjoy..

I believe clarification is coming through. I take what you said in a powerful way and I feel triggerred from it so I have gone "There" and Am Indeed already here so here I Am. (secret: sometimes I Muddify in order to clarify)

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