Thank you for your very wise words. I will head them. I am still in a bit of a panic, but after a prayer session I feel that leaving me quickly. You are right, my love, prayer and calm state of mind is important at this time, much more so than my freakout mode!!
Thank you for your prayer, I will pray for the same.
You and all the curezoners are being so wonderful and supportive, thank you!! I feel very humbled by all your love and prayers, and I can feel them going to my father too. Thank you.