Sorry for the confusion, Beetlejuice. The channeler I went to first started telling me about the lifetime previous to my current one where I was a black prostitute who was eventually beaten to death. I was then told that that lifetime was just one in a series of many difficult lifetimes where I had been punishing myself for a sense of guilt and remorse I felt which stemmed from that lifetime as a Spanish solider where I killed so many natives (in the 1400s?). When my life as a solider came to an end, I realized I had been tricked into believing lies and felt extreme guilt and remorse at having killed all those people. I wasn't told how long I lived nor how my lifetime as the soldier ended. Hope that clarifies things.