Perhaps you should join the drama club! Firstly, you need to get a grip. Quit looking at the one zit and look at the rest of you and what you have to offer. If your friends only liked you when you perceived yourself perfect, They werent your friends. There is a book by Dr. Hulda Clark called The Cure For All Diseases . She has a web sight and her books are on Ebay. Things could be a lot worse! I suggest the next time you refer to yourself as dying that you actually be dying. These pages are for serious people with serious (truly dying) people. Try washing your face with Epsome salt. Try taking liquid minerals. You can find them at Sams club. $10.