I'm Dying...

2 years ago my life officially ended. My first real breakout and I didn't know what to do. I was a popular kid, I had the friends and the girls, life just couldn't get any better. I have basically been the most anti-social human being on the face of the planet for these past 2 years and it's killing me and my family.

I literally do not leave my house, only if I really have to, and only at night because I feel safer away from the light, i'm like a vampire. It's christmas and i'm supposed to be happy, but i'm nothing close to happy, i'm horribly depressed and I don't know where i'm going.

I've tried the over the counter stuff, even ordered Proactiv, it didn't work. Now my Acne isn't the worst in the world, but even 1 pimple can make me feel like i'm nobody.

I drink lots of water, i'm in the midst of changing my eating lifestyle. I'm on day 3 of my new vegetarian lifestyle and i've really started to cut out all junk food out of my diet. So my eating habits are on the right track but i'm still lost, I feel alone and don't know what to do.

I've done 2 liver flush's with pretty good success on the first flush, nothing on the 2nd flush. I can't do enema's, i'm 18 and don't even know where to begin with those things, or colonics.

I realize I have to cleanse my bowels somehow and i'm sketchy on how to go about doing that, is p&b shakes enough?

I've even water fasted/juice fasted for a few days at a time and it jsut makes me really sick by day 3 and I have to end it, I also lose to much weight on those. I'm 5'10 & 140 pounds and I can't go below this weight or I get really sick.

my life is just not good right now and I just need some guidance in the right direction.

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