I know how you feel because i went through the same thing. I still feel that way today because of my scars, but the only thing that has help me was liver flushing. I really recommend reading Andreas books "The amazing liver cleanse" and "The keys to health and rejuvenation". These books provide great guideline to live a health life. You should focus on your diet and cleansing the bowel first (read faq in "Ask Shelley forum #2). Then you should continue with the liver cleanse but it's highly imperative that you finish each liver cleanse with major bowel management either enemas or colonics. You don't want stones to be reabsorbed by your intestine and toxify you again. Also you should read up the faq in Ask Shelley forum. It's gold mine of great information on how to restore your health. I wish you luck and love on your journey and remember that it's takes patiences to see results. Don't give up! We're rooting for ya!