You really don't know how much your posts have helped. I wonder what you do for a living... you are good at giving advice! At times I feel strong and I know what I must do. I just had my mind set on life with this man. I am very stubborn (Taurus). I have also been reading a bit about his sign (scorpio). It's amazing how true some the traits can be.
I now also have a bladder infection today... can they be caused by stress? It's strange... I also did The Master Cleanse for 9 days ending last week so quite a lot has been going on with my body and mind.