Re: More issues than I know what to do with...need advice

Let me say, "Thank You". I know everything you say is the truth. I am very emotional, and passionate about everything I do. I don't necessarily believe I deserve to be happy, but I guess that is how I perceive others to think. Honestly, I know my opinion would have been a little negative towards this situation if I were on the outside looking in, some years ago. I remember saying to a very good friend of mine, I would never date a married man..., she said to me "don't spit in the wind, it may come back at you", this came from a very straight, church going Catholic, good girl to the core. She was right, you just never do know what is going to happen in your life. I had it all figured out. A great career, the perfect marriage, everything my parents never had or could give me, two kids, a little house with a white picket fence. I have the two kids, and that completes that fantasy. Not exactly how I had it all planned. My life is not over, I am young, and healthy, very valuable. My Mom never had that chance. By the time she got up the nerve to leave her miserable marriage, she was sick and her life has been a rocky road ever since. I will seek counseling, for myself and my boys, I will start with Al-Anon and move on from there. I know things will get better, I just need to start. I am just scared, I don't want to let my little men down, they are my life, as they should be. So thanks again. This morning when I read you letter, you brought tears to my eyes (there goes emotional again) and then I read the next letter and I saw red. The person was just plain rude. So thank you for your kind and understanding words. You are probably a real good friend. Take care. Tweet