Re: My curiosity is held captive....

Hi
I accidentally stumbled onto this forum by being very sick and looking up cures. I don't believe anything is by accident and this is not. Last night I had a heated conversation with my daugther of 26 and in dealing with so much on my plate right now, I needed to re-afirm my thoughts on heaven and Jesus and God, our Father. I am and always have been a child of God, and my trials have been very hard. The blessing are just now starting to flow since my husband has been fighting cancer for 5 years, bringing him closer to God in many ways. First he actually "belives" without the logic so many people need to justify His existance. Second, he is at peace with himself after a life of being tossed around form relationship to relationship each with their own disreguard for the spiritual essence. I am so thrilled to read your posts. They resignate with my thougts and belief systems. It was thrilling to read each and everyone of them since I re affirm everything I have always belived. It has re-connected me, I guess you could say, to what has been missing, the need to feel there is really someone who loves us in spite of the mistakes me make, although I do feel we do need a foundation to grow on as children. thanks and please continue with the "library" letters, as I love the library and learning and this has just made my year already. thanks alot for taking the time to post all you have experienced, I wish I could be as elequent in relating some of my spiritual lessons and epiffanines as well as you do.