thanks for the input. first off i think you should give yourself some credit. you often denigrate your own ability to explain things or make things clear, and yet at the same time you are actually doing quite a good job of it. in your last post in the previous thread you described a series of images concerning the darkening days on earth and the ligth to come. you repeatedly said you felt you were not explaining things very well, and yet those images were distinct and vivid in my mind and stayed with me for days. i knew exactly what you were saying.
now i know what you mean. you mena the reality of your experience cannot possible compare with the pitiful jumble of words that you see before you on the computer screen, they seem so inadequate and seem to fall so short of the realness of the thing. but we are only human, and quite frankly i think your desriptions are clearer than you realize. at least i can say understand them quite well.