Any opinions or advice?

When I was with my boyfriend of a year last night I asked him if he still looked at p 0 r n. I know he looked at it occasionally before we met but I didn't think he still looked at it. Well he does, occasionally. That realllllly hurt me. We have an active, wild, fun, great sex life that we are very open about. I feel like I've put so much into our relationship and into sex. I just don't understand why he needs to look at it. I am a tiny bit insecure about my body. I know I can't compete with those girls. It makes me want to cry that he can love me but at the same time look up p 0 r n on his computer and get aroused by it and spank the monkey. I feel like he was hiding it from me even though he admitted to looking at it when I asked. I feel betrayed and hurt. Heeeeeeeeellllllp. Tweet