You are right about the tons of feelings one has in a day. That is very true. I am working on not letting this issue 'own me.' The one thing that makes it the most difficult is that I am supposed to be doing these kegels all day long and I use my Phys. therapy machine every single night (the nights I don't have sex). It's hard to let go of an issue, when it is with you everyday (continous therapy/kegels). But I will try my hardest to take it day by day and accept each experience for what it is. I can't thank you enough. My GYN (as you mentioned in a previous post) doesn't even get this in depth with it. He's a great guy, but as most, appears to be too busy to stop and discuss the heart of the matter.
Thanks