Schluggell, Thank you for your kind response. I fear that I may not have articulated clearly however, we did not "step through any door" we were actually in bed. Also this morning I repeated the phrase "young grasshopper" as a mantra which is what I believed you suggested? and nothing happened. I do not use psychedelics usually. Also your quote "AS it exists within, so it exists without..." where did you get that from it seems very familiar. What else shall I do? do you have any more advice? anyone?