Your prayers are appreciated as well :)
"If your meant for someone in this life- you will be led to that person regardless of what part of the Country they are in.-- you will meet at the right time our Creator appoints for you." -- Boldyloxx
It sounds ideal, and I wish that I could believe that it was true. After what has happened in my life, I feel that it is possible to really mess things up. Waiting,... just waiting is hard, unless you know what you are waiting for, and when and if something will happen. I am not desperate for just ANY romance. After living in a loveless, toxic marriage for nine years, I am quite content to be peaceful and happy by myself, if that is how it was meant to be.
I just feel that I MUST KNOW whether anything was meant to happen with regards to that particular family, and whether there is anything in store for me along these lines at all. Once I know, waiting will be a lot easier, and I will be able to make much better use of my time. Meanwhile, yours, and all prayers are very much appreciated!