Marley

Marley...You are wise beyond your years. If you would just work
with your counselor/friend that you mentioned...you could come
out of this a happy person (it would take a little time, but well
worth it) and then when you are well yourself and ready to take
control of your life, you could study and work with other young
people who feel the way you do now...you are a deep thinker, and
that's a wonderful asset...you just need to get well and put it
to good use.

I study motivational speakers, and one of the best pieces of
advice I've ever read was by Zig Ziglar (I think) and he said
no matter what you're going through...just concentrate on making
every minute of the day you're in...the best it can be and head
for midnight...when you get up the next morning...do the same
thing...work at making your day the best it can be...and just
concentrate on doing that till midnight (bedtime). Don't worry
about what you did wrong yesterday....or what you may do wrong
today...just concentrate on today and find ways to make it
better than yesterday.

I urge you to call your counselor/friend right now...and tell
them about the pills you took...and what you expected...and let
them know that you are ready to turn your life around. And
you need their help. You have so much to give...you CAN turn
your life around. The very fact that the pills did not take
your life...is a sign right there...that there is work you
are supposed to do on this earth...it is NOT time for your life
to end. Please call your counselor/friend right now..and
ask them to come to you...or you go to them....they want to
help you...and they will. You WANT to live and be happy or you
would not be seeking advice or opinions. Please get help before
it's too late. You can do this!!!!! #20520 Tweet