Thank you. Your response has given me insight to my own feelings. I have thought so much about the devastation my dropping the religion would cause my family. Interesting enough my fifth great grandfather is also Brigham Young. My great, great grandfather was Charles Ora Card; founder of canadian town "Cardston" from which I live 1 hour away. My mother believes so strongly as well as the other members of her family, that if I were to question the fact that there are so many things wrong with it... well... she had a heart attack when my sister did -honest-. Contrary to you, I loath entirely being amidst the mormon population (which is very high here in Lethbridge), it is like a wool has been pulled over their niave eyes. No matter what is said to them they still believe, but I guess that's what faith is.