i can't seem to control it- again and again and again...

this is getting so very old- i have dealt with various levels of severity in my eating disorder history, and i am struggling yet again- this is so very simple and the answer is so very simple- self control- this is what i lack- i have a job in a convenience store and at first i was ok, but now when i go in there i eat all day, every day- junk food- doritos, soda, sandwiches, candybars- i tell myself every morning, that i am better than this, and i have a clear view in my mind as to how i am going to beat this and will be just fine, and then i get there and everything seems to go right out the window- i loathe it- i don't enjoy it at all, and i guess i am writing this just to vent- i have no one to talk to, as i have alienated myself and ruined all of my relationships. thanks for letting me share- Tweet