Re: Panic Attacks & Depression, Please help

Thanks Owen
for your swift reply.
It was a long way for learning how important
water is for the body.
Up to now I was only drinking tap water
(I live in Germany and our local Munich water
is proven to be of very good quality
without chloride and other unwanted substances)
that I boil for 10 minutes and fill it
into a thermo bottle in order to keep it hot.

Owen, is the difference between tap water
and destilled water really that enormous?

I did 15 Liver Cleanses so far and this
weekend no. 16 is scheduled. Since
my super christams cleanse my urine has
turned into a yellow colour again and sometimes
smells very strongly. Before, most of the
time is was simply colourless.
I guess that are the
waste products the kidney can now
eliminate again.

However, my psychological state could be better.
I don't know whether I am suffering from
kind of depression. But I gave 5-HTP a try
that I take since 5 days. 5-HTP gives me such a
deep sleep that I haven't had probably
for decades. The first day the effect was
so immidiate and similar to an overdose of valium.
I slept for 14 hours like a baby.

Despite a tremendous improved state of health
I am sure there are still toxins in my
body. I am so sure because everything that
cleans - cat's claw, MSM, DMSA - brings me closer
to my goal of perfect vitality - however
I periodically experience days of total
weekness and inability leaving the bed.
These days are of course very disappointing
and make me wonder whether everything
around body cleansing is really
worth its efforts.

And there is another thing:
My entire way of thinking has changed
totally. The things around me are no longer
of that importance like they had in he past.
I am so much calmer, but this feeling of
regret not having started earlier with
body cleansing and having lost precious years
hurt me.

Do you understand what I mean?
Is this mental period "normal"?

Thanks for reading and your insight.

Blessings and kind regards
Hildegard