hey dont let nun of this mentally tear you down because we all have to fight through so that this problem can get noticed and not pushed aside by doctors anymore try to meditate to videos on youtube and be open about it to make the people around you more aware so that when they call it out you can explain that its an medical condition that is currently being worked on and im not just dirty i take care of my hygiene and always look clean so that they cant battle you for being dirty because you're not we are all beautiful beings here to heal and spread love, light and peace no matter what negativity we take in. Depression is a real illusion dont fall in the trap live happy and free dont box yourself in because of this ive done this and so has my mom her whole life she actually mentally scared of going out because of what shes endured but i always try to tell her that you have to get that courage you always will have and stand up just like people do to you and when someone make you feel uncomfortable and you feel open to say something let them know its a unknown medical condition !!! <3