Johnnn, I think your lips look perfectly nice. You should see the mess my lips are in. It doesn't matter what lighting I take it in. It looks terrible. And even this state is a big improvement from how it has been for five months.
Your lip skin look my lips did before I had this horrendous EC outbreak. I didn't even realise I had an EC problem back then. I just thought I had dry lips. I get that your lips are dry and use have to apply aquaphor a lot but I think the problem looks quite minor to the extent that it is not even visible there is a problem. I am not trying to dismiss your problems or be insensitive because I understand EC can be frustrating but I want to try to emphasise you may be seeing more than other people see. When looking at these pictures and the other ones you posted I see fairly healthy looking, nicely shaped lips. Have you considered that you might have body dysmorphia? If you have to apply aquapor or balm a lot, is it really so terrible?