It’s a such uncomfortable condition to be at the beginning of madly long path. Sometimes I think that would be better to start our program in the first clinic we accidently found.
Really what can we study from the distance? It seems as a very sly safe position to gaze after someone’s failures and losses, staying at home. We want to hear and read stories by people who had lived through this mess and misfortune but we don't want to experience our own troubles. i confess it's unfair.
Where is the time to begin?