Whenever I am having a bad day at work I feel like I need coffee, alcohol, sometimes nicotine and other things. I am usually able to quit those things for 2 weeks but then I go back to it. A nice cold beer or a glass of wine helps me wind down after a day of work but my problem is the compulsive behavior related to all these stimulants. I read somewhere where someone was struggling with addiction and once he detoxed from mercury and other metals it was way easier for him to say no to all those things that held him back
this is for sure holding back my recovery. This is my issue - will power. I've heard mineral imbalances cause will power problems as well. all my minerals are low.
I'm not sure if I'm feeding anything with alcohol. are you asking me if I have parasites or candida problems? That I do have. I believe copper imbalance and mercury toxicity could be causing that. I don't really feel worse after drinking though.