Re: too many drugs, too much reliance on the environment for being in good mood
Archus, thank you for your message!
I gave an input after I saw your invite, indeed.
I usually try to stay away, when too much different emotions transpire from someone's message.
It is a tedious work for me to get into emotions, and a unrewarding one.
I was risen to " be a master of my negative feelings" and to deal with them on my own terms. So it is really difficult for me to attend to someone else' emotional discomfort ... while not been paid for it, Lol. Honestly, I would only do it now if I was paid.
The story with the girl who was taking pills and was my friend is real. Unfortunately, for her my efforts to comfort her were never good enough and she wanted more and more; ... while, interestingly enough, she was not capable to give emotional support in return. One more reason now for me to stray from such situations.
I wish to all the very best evening,
DL