Some of you here are just cruel. I have read her posts here for months and have seen a few of you just berate and belittle her. She is struggling to stay alive and has been separated from her children because of this wicked disease for months. She does not have to take anyone's advice here. You shouldn't take offense if she doesn't. It is her life, not yours and you are not living the hell that she is. I know we are all living in our own hell with these parasites but everyone is different and we all chose different paths. Maybe she is just looking for some emotional support. She knows her options and is doing the best she can, albeit not what you would do. A huge part of her wants to die, you can hear it in every post. No one should be beaten when they're already down. I can hear your responses already. How about just a little compassion? If you can't do tha,t you are just as bad as the MDs that laugh in all of our faces.