Very good reply
That's why I'm in dialogue with you, how could I make any proper arguments or clear writing if I didn't talk with friends? ;)
You've just provided me with very good information, and you're right, this head has been disorderly for many years. Chief among the annoyances has been trying to communicate the ideas with family members when improvements in my own physical and mental health are the only illustrations available.
Off to read the essene gospel, and continue the walk~
--half hour later--
Aaand.. Hmm. The essenes emphasized Jesus (Yahushua) (aka, emphasized him as man, not so much in divinity)
They did have some good health writing though.
Mmmmnope, not jewish, just been free enough a long time to read round and about on the giant library (the world wide web).
I grew up with my dad trying to find the same fellowship he experienced with Campus Crusade for Christ in his college years. I've experienced a lot of denominations, even my mom's brief flirt with the american catholic churches and pentacostals.
Conclusion I reached was... 'aint nobody here got the full story, just portions'. I mean.. folk fall in love with one part of the experience or the other, but..
.. Uhm.. I learned in playing with tech that's best to RTM. (Read The Manual)