You're not alone. I've had this since I was 12. Mine is I smell like onions. I shower 3-4 times a day and tried all the deodorants out there. Nothing worked. I've cried many times and thought about killing myself as well but I can't. I have two kids and a husband. Funny cause my husband says he can't smell me as well. I'm not scared to die I will be so happy when that day comes. If you want to keep in touch let me know. You're not alone!