I don't know where you got the idea that I was spiritually abused. This is something that you have imagined about me. I have had groups try. I can spot it, but my personality does not allow me to accept this. If it did, I would probably be going to church. I know too much truth than to believe people that want to control me and allow myself to fall into their hands. I am not easily controllable.
I have never come on this forum and announced that I was spiritually abused. You dreamt that if you think so, or you are just making it up about me. You also may have heard it from a third party who imagines that about me so you then started to believe it.