Re Re Re Re Early morning hours are just HELL...help

Hey Wired. Thanks so much for the post and the kind words. I didn't get any sleep last night. In fact, I feel like I'm losing it now. I used to be such a good sleeper and I've found myself crying in frustration over this...

I haven't been to a doc for any of this yet...I try to avoid them as much as possible, but if these symptoms keep up, I will have to go and I will bring up the beta blocker. Getting desperate. I've just never been wired and awake for this long before and it's scaring me...