oh, I think I see glimmers of the motivation -- it's something murky about
"father's day" and the 'fakery' and hollowness of that...something bitter
and sad.
Not much "freedom" in that...unless you count the ability to cry out
and diguise it as "insight".
I hope someone moves this thread now.
*edit: I have to say, it's pretty sad for many that you chose to post as you have here -- these ripples are your gift to others...and it feels pretty crappy.
There ya go...
this experience was not much better than toxic, and I'm sorry for us all.