I know how hard this is. when i was little, in day care i became constipated and remained so for most of my life. i would go a wek or a little over a week without pooping, i tried everything out there for it and i couldn't and wouldn't go. I lived most of my life constipated, until maybe a few years ago. a doctor told me once that I would have to have liquidy BMs for 3 months, for everything could go back to its normal size.