Well I know I started all this by opening up some in my original post about all this. I was just hurting so bad, felt desperate, and just didn't care in that moment about being open. And really I don't regret doing that, because I'm not sure I'd be doing as well emotionally as I am today had I not done that. You all have been supportive and I needed that.
I didn't expect it all to get as open as it has. One post lead to another and it is what it is. Can't go back and edit now if we wanted to.
I feel like I've gotten stronger with varying opinions and criticisms anyway, I hope at least. So far everyone has been nice, but you never know what's comin, so I better gear up. Got criticism?