Dull pain Ultrasound discovered 8cm Gallstone + others Conventional Doctors want to remove Gallbladder. I don't!

Pretty healthy all my 58 years with only overweight with insulin resistance and mild hypothyroidism and bouts of mild Depression (esp. SAD). Had Cancer last year, conventional treatment of Chemo and Radiation. Dealt with Blood Clot in a leg after that - took Arixtra (rat poison) for 3 months for that. I am fed up with conventional doctors. Cut, Poison and Burn is not within my faith system. Went just like a lamb to slaughter. Since I have been working on restoring my health, lost 80 lbs and need to lose about 20 more, I exercise - I Veggie Juice 1 to 3 times a week, became Vegetarian last Jan, Vegan in March and going more Raw food since July. Cut out caffeine (the black coffee I loved) and most sugars (had been addicted for most of my life). Into Dr. Schulze products (I have almost all of them) and interested in Herbs but still very novice at all the Alternative Health that interests me. Been dealing with Upper Right Quadrant pain for 1 month and Ultrasound reports back TODAY that I have one Gallstone that is 8cm and multiple other smaller ones. I knew I had Gallstones - they saw them last year when I had multiple scans. Never had any symptoms before now. I am 3 days into a 5 day Schulze Liver/Gallbladder flush and unsure if I should even be doing this - concern is that it will make me worse. Digestion and elimination is good but I am unsure if I should be doing a flush with such a large stone in there. I lost my job last year and also don't want the expense or side effects of Gallbladder removal. But I am ultra sensitive to pain and don't want to suffer needlessly either. Fresh organic apple juice w/1 Tablespoon Braggs Apple Cider Vinegar (with Mother) has helped when I am in a little bit more pain and also Castor oil packs have helped. I am pretty much alone in my Alternative Health interest no one around to discuss this with. I see my Integrative Medicine Doctor in two days to see what he thinks. Before this struck me I was feeling great and I was getting ready to the the Schulze Incurables Program (by myself) as health insurance. I have been gearing up to that for some time but am overwhelmed with all of the details of it and with my lack of experience. I am a Grace oriented Doctrinal Believer in The Lord Jesus Christ trusting He will led me to some Alternative Help with my Health.