Re: is this normal??? quick question about charcoal poultice ..

Hey Miss Willow

its just awful I cant do what I need to to get better ..

turns out I am what they call hypersensitive

I can be hypersensitive to anything and everything but glass so I have read ..hypersensitivities can kill too ..wow! I didnt know that

I think its all the benzo damage I have occured and while off of them now for 18 months I know I can continue to have problems for 3 yrs or more

I am going to go to a counselor next week to see if she can pinpoint if its mental or physical so we will see ,she is supposed to give me cognitive therapy (still gotta read up on that one)

I finally found me a wonderful doctor who is really trying to help me figure this out ..I have told her about me doing castor oil packs and that I never leave my house without my charcoal in case I have a bad reaction ..(she is the one who recommeded me to the therapist and its all based on my income too !)

and that I take cayenne and garlic and ech every day cause it just makes me feel better

she was very understanding

I know this is not natural healing but I have got to do what I have got to do to get better

I had bloodwork done just to see where I stand and everything came out perfect ..liver,kidneys,thyroid ,platelet count,wbc,rbc count and all that ..I was very pleased at the results so far ..but that still doesnt explain all my symptoms ..oh yeah and allergen markers were normal !

going back to have cholesterol screened because they forgot

anyways from what I have read whenever someone is still detoxing from benzos and tries to detox too fast then symptoms can occur ..maybe thats what is happening to me I dont know but it is frustrating to no end .. but then again I am also reactive to way too many things .. I can't take certain herbs , meds and even certain foods bother me .my whole body is reactive to things around me ..stress/herbs/the air/ allergens/ etc ..

seems when I am cleansing it is better while I am doing it but then as soon as I come off of it ,it starts all over again ..its not getting better

I want so bad to be normal again so I am grasping at anything and everything and researching till I cant see straight anymore ..far as I can tell it has something to do with the central nervous system /adrenal/immune

I pray that this will end one day and I can get back to normal again

keep me in your thoughts and prayers ok Miss Willow ?

love and hugs

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