Re: worse than ever

Bless your heart.  I can see the suffering that you are undergoing and the word "suffering" seems to be too mild a description in your case. 

First of all, I want you to know that you are not bothering us with your posts. 

But most importantly. I would ask you, please do not give up.  There is an answer somewhere, somehow, we just have got to find it.  I know how very hard this is for you and on a different level I know exactly how you feel.  Your words echo exactly how I felt some years ago with regard to a certain condition that I suffered from that I perceived to be incurable.  It was not a skin condition, but extremely debilitating in its own right.  I was literally unable to function in this world of ours.  Your words ring loud and clear because I know what it is to walk through the "depths of hell."  My healing journey also took ten years out of my life.

I am telling you this because where I once thought there was no hope, there was indeed hope, there was indeed healing.  Yet, at the time I could not see it and was rendered helpless.  Keep looking.  Somewhere, there is an answer.  Somewhere there is a solution.  Giving up will make it impossible to find it.  And as I write these words, I want you to understand that I am completely familiar with literally losing all hope while sitting in the dungeon of hell.  So please take me seriously and hang in there.

As it happens, I posted this the other day.  Hopefully, it will help and shed some light on your condition.  Maybe it will give you some type a clue, some bell will ring. 

http://www.curezone.com/forums/fm.asp?i=1517051#i

Also, do you have a holistic or naturopathic doctor that can help you with this.  We can give suggestions over the internet, but sometimes "hands on" attention is needed.  Even while looking for a doctor, if you don't get good results the first time, or even a few times after that, please do not render the condition incurable.  I went through tons of doctors before anyone even had a clue as to what to do.  And you know, that one doctor happened to materialize through a long set of circumstances that had nothing to do with me when I had indeed finally given up.  It was almost like divine intervention, but it is a very long story, so I won't go into it.

My point in all this is I see how you are suffering, I see your plea for help and I see the helplessness and loss of hope.  I implore you not to lose that hope and not to give up in your healing journey.  Tony will be by with possibly more suggestions, but I do suggest that you also see a health practitioner that can treat you personally.

And please.......  you are in no way bothering us.  Feel free to post.  We are here for you and how I wish I could just reach out and help you now.  Make everything okay.  I feel helpless right now too.  But..........  There is an answer out there.  Please do not give up.

My very best,

Luella