Re: stress = illness
hv - i think you have already made some amazing points about stress/illness/imbalance.
from:
//www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=1476498#i
‘And I avoid stress as much as possible, which is the primary thing I feel keeps me healthy. I try not to worry about things as worrying does not change a thing. And the majority of the time things turn out differently than we expected. So people tend to worry too often over nothing. Just keep believing that everything will be alright.’
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‘I don't set an alarm unless I absolutely have to. Otherwise I go to sleep when I am tired and wake up whenever I wake up.’
i have never, ever been good in the morning. i am virtually catatonic for the whole day when i have to wake up to an alarm. and i have never been able to eat before midday. i have been like this since i was a wee thing. i have never accepted a job that requires me to be at work at any particular time (i've only ever worked freelance because, otherwise, it doesn't work well for anyone - least of all me). i am also of the vampiric circadian rhythm: i am most lovely at night. i love 3am.
but. since i got sick, i have had *so* many people tell me that i need to change my kreb's cycle (get up and eat before 9am yada). well, my own system worked perfectly for many more years than it hasn't - so i'm not buying. and now i am particularly hypersensitive to having to wake up to an alarm. if i wake up unnaturally, i cannot construct intelligible sentences for the whole rest of the day, i slur my speech, my legs ache and i feel completely disconnected all day. and the next day: i crash.
i'm so with your theory about stress = illness. and i like your kreb's cycle theory (don't fight it). it just makes perfect sense. and makes me love you just that little bit more ;)
- lulu