Elly I know how you feel. I am always hesitant to mention certain things because I know people in the world are scared by my intuition. My own family covers up there ears and hums so they don't hear my esoteric ramblings. I have even hear been hesitant to bring up some things that I wish I had afraid people will think I am wierd, I mean you seem to have the beginnings of remote viewing which if you think of it so have all the famous prophets. That can be scary. Tracey talks about the conductivity of water while taking a bath or washing dishes. I can actually connect with at least one friend of mine while they or I am taking a bath. She actually calls me from the tub to tell me. I see her in my minds eye while she is sleeping or bathing or alone. This is happening with others too and can be embarassing to desribe. I just realized I've seen you say that things pop up for you while bathing elly. Anyway I think the whole gist is to be useful and really hone things up we have to stop feeling selfish which is really the beginnings of insecurity and not wanting to damage our reputation. Curezone and each of us members are practice for when we get out unto the world to shine light. My 6 yr old told me that God gave me 2 hearts to shine extra light and after I practice I should not hide my light. So the point is here with each other who are more accepting we get our feet wet and delve deeper so that we are confident and strong amongst the pagans Ha Ha (perverted religions that is)