All time low!!!

I am 3 months post removal and I swear I am hitting rock bottom.

My Acne is at the all time worse! I just kept hoping now that it is removed it would get better....it only seems to be getting worse!

I am an emotional roller coaster, I just can't stop crying and I have been in the bathroom twice now at my office sobbing. I am feeling so overwhelmed and anxious...it is just horrible

I feel as if I am going thru grief or something....first I was in denial, now I am just plain ANGRY! I am angry at everyone and everything.

I am just losing hope.....that things will get better after what the poison did to me for 3 years. I thought I was recovering now it seems I am going backwards

Thanks