Re: she passed away tonight I am sorry to hear this and here is some help for pets.
I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I think you writing about her at length was very helpful as writing helps us as doers talking.
I am a little alarmed at the feelings you expressed on life and death. I want you to know that you can call a crisis line or suicide prevention line 24 hours even if you are not suicidal --just depressed or going through a problem or crisis. Google national suicide hotline or the words crisis lines foll wed by your state and you will get a lot of lines for cities in that state. If for some reason you can't get a 24 line or the person is not helpful..just call another and don't mention where you live..some are tollfree.
I have battled suicidal ideation about 16 years of my life and find these lines very helpful for talking as so many diverse and continuing problems always hit me. Please if you are feeling low, give them a call. Remember no matter ho bad life gets, we can also love and give to others and that can help make life worth living more.
Although I read this too late to try to help your dog if there are other people with similar or other health problems in dogs or other pets, you can basically use the same herbs and programs you do for people figuring out the dose by weight. since 150 is the weight of the dose, if a dog weighed 25
pounds that would be 25/150 reduced the fraction and they would take 1/6th of the dose, so if a tincture dose was 60 drops, the dog would take 1/6th of 60 or 10 drops. If a cat weighed 15
pounds they would take 10/150 or 1/10th of the dose so if the tincture was 60 drops they would take 6 drops. Use Clark's rule. It is explained here
//www.curezone.org/schulze/handbook/CAD.asp
also Dr
Richard Schulze in his save your life program has a long chapter on healing pets and also in Linda Rector Page's book "healthy healing", there is a section on pets.
But sorry about what you went through..this pet was very loved it is plain to see, so be happy that your family and your dog brought happiness's to one another for many years. Time will help you as it does all crisis-es we go through.
Blessings to you.