Thank you I will check into this. I am just a very sensitive person and when my heart moves, I can't prevent the ramification of making those close friendships when they end.
I have always prayed for a Christian guy to come my way that would be strong where I am weak and I can support him with his weakness. He has told me that I am strong where he is weak and I do nothing but lift him up and I show him the joys and the wonders of everyday living for God.
I have fall in love with him as he has me, but he has to do what is right before God with trying to work things out with his ex wife that left him. I understand this, yet it pains me.
God is my strong tower in which I lean. I will survive because I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. :o)
Thank you for the encouragement. I need all I can get to help boost my self esteem during this time.