thank you, you are all so supportive

I have gotten into that slump of thinking negative. Probably do to the break up. I don't know. I need to remind myself.

K. said something to me last night as we talked about various things while watching a good movie. He asked me if I realized how much he loved me. I honestly looked at him and said no. I didn't explain why I felt that way but he just said that is what my problem is I don't see much he cares. I guess I can't see it because if he cared, if I was that special, how could he let me go.

I am sorry. I am getting upset again.

I have to think positive thoughts. Positive..