Re: thank you, you are all so supportive

I am having a hard time. I have to honestly say this is the hardest thing I think I have ever had to bear in my life. To let someone go that in a short amount of time has only been a blessing in my life and completed myself in so many ways. I feel like I can't live with out him because he is my other half, that I didn't know I was missing until I found it. I am his Padawan to his Jedi Master. I joke about this because he jokes with me (since I love Star Wars) and says "You have much to learn, my Padawan"

I just pray and have hope..maybe..just maybe if it is in God's will, that we might find each other once again and stay together.

Fasting and connecting with God has been strengthen me and helping me see the positive things in my life, no matter that I feel a loss. I feel stronger during this fast, both mentally and physically. Things are alot clearer for me to think out. Now, I just have to be still and allow God to speak.

God bless you all.