in terms of the eating disorder, the probelms that caused it start from childhood. my family is very troubled and a new thing arises everyday that becomes a struggle. however as i say, i have had hypnotherepy which allows me to be positive and strong and make good decisions, meaning i can work on it. if you dont mind, id like to leave that subject there? i dont mind discussing it but to me it is not a major issue anymore, and it is definately not in any way related to why i am fasting.
mouseclick, may i ask why you think 38 days is too long for me? i am at a high weight so that part of it is not a problem, i am curius why you think this?