yes i am young but im different then most 19 year old boys.. and plus i know what love is.. i understand it. but i recently just spoke to her.. because i was planning on takin gher little brothers out tomorrow for ice cream so she contacted me.. throught the internet. anyways we got to talking and i asked her if she wasnt talking to me because its difficult right now or becasue she wants me out of her life forever.. and she told me its becasue its too difficult right now and its not that she wants me out of her life.. she even said she wants me in it. and we will always be more then friends so ill just keep fighting.. i know down the road things will change.. she also told me not to get her parents involved.. but really they already are.. her mom is so upset about it because she knows i am soo good to her daughter and good for her.. she told my mom that i was the best thing that has ever happened to her. and i know she loves me.. i guess i was just looking for the answer that she just told me and i can just keep on trying to make this work because i know its meant to be. i know this is hard for her too.. i just dont get why shes doing it if she loves me and were best friends.. and i guess i can realize that shes not doing it because she doesnt have those same feelings for me.. shes doing it to just experience something.. such as college.. and being single.. once thats over i know she will want to come back.. after her little phase is done.. and some people might think im stupid for putting up with this but i really do love this girl with all my heart and i would do anything for her and ill never quit.