Re: re: anxiety

I have the orthinine, especially this afternoon and this evening. I am down to a half each of the Klonipin and the Seroquel. I haven't gone down on those any more, started with the Humaworm about two weeks ago. Didn't feel like I was having any reaction to it, till I went back and looked at some of the pictures: the alien thingies kind of spread out with multiple arms?, potato skin like things, "rice," and little white dots, what ever they are. The anxiety skyrocketd yesterday and has fluctuated wildly, especially with my sister's diagnosis. Guess that I am very narcissistic - it really scared the stew out of me that this maybe cancer again, for me too. Trying to stay focused and not jump out of my skin. It is hard when she is talking one minute like it is a done deal and she is at the end, then the next like there is nothing wrong at all. When I suggest natural stuff, she just pooh, poohs it. I feel very alone in all of this. Only one other person I know believes in the power of this stuff. So, little or no support from friends and family. Just one person and this forum. Would you rather be sane in an insane world or crazy in a sane world? Too bad I don't think that we have a sane world. Tweet