Re:LOUELLA MAY

Goodness, that was a lot of info...THANK YOU SO MUCH! WOW! ok, i'm going out tomorrow to get the things you suggested, i frequent a very small, privately owned health food store, and the owner is very educated on natural remedies, and that is where i'll get these products. As far as his childhood goes, well, he's our youngest, we have 3 boys, but nothing OUT OF THE ORDINARY really ever happened, but he always felt like he wasn't part of the "group", he felt left out all the time, which really killed me! He tried so hard to fit in. He is so very sweet, and gentle, and sensitive, and so therefore naturally, doesn't fit in with the world at large! But this was very important to him, and I understand that, but he had such trouble with that. I think that made him feel very insecure and probably brought on the low self esteem. I have always been very very loving with my boys, I am constantly giving them hugs and kisses! (now, they run the other way..lol) but i was raised that way, and i know how important that is! so, he had lots of love, but apparently, the outside world, not accepting him, made a big "dent" on his personality and self esteem!!!

So, I spend countless hours with him, just talking things out! He needs to talk! BADLY! and I'm there! We talk out his fears, his feelings, etc.....yet, this "insanity" continues! These weird, fearful, thoughts of life, the future, people, HIMSELF, .... and as usual, with OCD, he IS aware of how insane this all sounds.....
it just breaks my heart!

OK,once again, thank you! Yes, you definatley have helped me! and i agree with you, by the way, i don't consider these mental disorders either, i belive they are emotional!

sincerely, "3376"